Well Josh is in Afghanistan and we will not be able to talk to him till after Christmas even tho he will have his phone can’t use it there but hopefully we can get mail from him, his wife went to the doctor and the baby is due July 15th maybe he will be home by then ( I just have to try and hold it togather and pray for him ) his wife is not feeling well ” morning sickness” so she is really down in the dumps she really wants him with her but they knew how it would be when they made the decision to have a baby now I can understand her wanting to do it now, but it is going to be hard on her and lonely too, it is hard enough having your first baby but knowing where your husband is and worrying over him and your emotions are already all over the place so we will have to keep an eye on her and the baby too.

Well we both have been really sick the last couple of weeks around here but we are getting better don’t think it was the flu, but whatever it was it wasn’t fun, I am still weak and have a cough and my head is still stuffy but on the mend I hope I hate being sick

Miss Rayne had her first birthday ( damm has it been a year already) she has been walking for months and now she thinks she can sing , she sang to me on the phone ( it was suspose to be ” The Fireman” ) but sounded like little piggys .

                                 Chocolate Frosting baby

She still doesn’t have much hair but aleast its dark so you can see she has some, her Moms was blond so you could hardly tell she had any hair for a couple of years, now her hair is real dark .

The new baby hasn’t made her mind up yet when she is coming, but any day now she will show up she is due this week so I am waiting on the call. I wanted to be there for her Mom but I just am not up to making the trip, so get here safe Sadie Lynn guess she will be our Thanksgiving Baby.

Well I am outta here hope you all have a wonderful and safe Thanksgiving.

LOVE AND LIGHT–STARWOLF

H                                  HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARINES

                                NOVERBER 10 1775

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Well Josh was on top of the World yesterday his wife told him they were having a baby, ( I say hold on kids those early pregancy tests are not always right ) but I pray that it is , the boy was over the moon he was so thrilled, he was home for afew day last month before he had to go back and get his affairs in order before shipping out and he told me they wanted to have a baby so now that she has told him they are having one he would be heartbroken if later they find out the test was wrong I know most of those test or right on but NOT always Josh is such a loving sweet young man it is hard for me to realize that he is a Marine thats the last place I ever thought he would be But they do surprise ya, I am proud of him but I can not help but worry and pray. Thank you all for your prays not just for Josh but for all our men and women in service to our Country ( Yeah I know loving old grandmothers never see their babies as be that tough)

Well the week end went pretty good until last night went L took a head dive to the floor I was sitting in my chair watching the last of nascar and he was in the kitchen behind me and I heard a load bang and looked back and all I saw was his feet up in the air so I jump up and run to check on him and his head is on the floor his feet in the air and he is out like a light so I pulled the chair back to get his feet down and roll him over and try and wake him up and he is like a wet noodle and he was soaking wet I try and get him up to see what happened and if he is alright and out he goes again will then I call 911 because I need some help and don’t know what is wrong with him , I get them on the phone and  tell them all I can and then try and get his robe off to cool him down and he starts telling me he is okay but he can’t get up and I try and help him and back to the floor he goes, so then I just made him stay there till I can get some help , Heck I didn’t know if he had had a stroke or hit his head or what, it was a little scary for awhile , well help got here and they checked him out and we think it was because he had taken a large does of nyquil and a couple of aspirins and might have went to sleep but when he fell he hit his head on the way down and knocked himself out, because he was out, I mean really out ! but he seems alright this morning and has gone to work, of course he didn’t want to talk about this morning , But he will hear about it this afternoon some people just never read are take meds the way they are menat to be taken and he is one of the worst.

                    MY LIFE IS JUST ONE BIG DRAMA AFTER ANOTHER

Okay enough of my crap I am outta here and will visit to say hi to all and hope to find you all well and happy

LOVE AND LIGHT————STARWOLF

I always have the best intentions when I come on here to blog, of keeping up my blog and staying in touch with people here, but seems life always gets in the way, and with so many things going on around me it is hard to keep this up so I am here when I can be and then I am just not

Now that maded alot of sense didn’t it , of course you can tell if I am here or not.

Josh is shipping out on the 14th for Afghanistan and I hate it I hate it I hate it and I don’t know how I am going to handle him being there, I know we have so many of of sons daughters husbands wifes and family off in dangerous places that I am not the only one but when its your family it hits you so much harder, I made it thur his tour of duty in Iraq

 but it took 10 years off me and Afghanistan is the most dangerous place in the world right and the way I see it we don’t have eought troops there to protect themselves are back each other up ( IF YOU ARE GOING TO SEND THEM, THEN SENT THEM SOME HELP AND BACKUP ) don’t get me wrong I am very proud of him and what he does but that doesn’t stop the fear and the worry and they are not safe anywhere just look at what just happened at Fort Hood what happened to our people on their own base is heartbreaking some of them having just returned home from Iraq and were shot down on home soil at a place they should have been safe my heart just breaking for them but no tears will bring them back, but my prayers go to all the families who are suffering this tragedy .GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Well now I am so upset I am getting off here and I will try and visit Hope you all have a GREAT DAY AND A WONDERFUL WEEK END

 LOVE AND LIGHT–STARWOLF